*Sigh*. I now have an appt. with a different RE on Nov. 10th. Can I just say, I absolutely, positively, DO NOT WANT TO GO! After my disappointing appt. with the RE in January, I am just really uncomfortable going and being told (once again) that I am too fat. I am having anxiety. Seriously. It is going to be a long 2 months. And I wonder, why am I doing this? We can’t afford IVF. What if he thinks that’s the only way we’re going to get pregnant? Ugh. I feel like crying right now. How did my life turn out this way? (And yes, I realize that I sound pathetic).
September 10, 2008